Why January was the worst and best month of my life

  • Published: 12 February 2019
  • January was one of the best, but also worst, months of my life. Not because of the copyright drama, but because someone I was very close to passed away suddenly. I think it's important to show it's not always parties and fun events that happen each month. I hope you all enjoyed the better moments of this vlog like the NYE Party, watching me eat yummy food and travel to Florida to stream Fortnite at the NFL Pro Bowl 😀
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Comments • 4 733

  • Pokimane
    Pokimane   4 months back

    hi friends, thanks so much for all the love on this video & throughout this month, it's really meant the most because it was when i needed it the most 💖 I donated all of the money (plus some of my own money) from the stream where I spoke about my friend passing away, if you'd like to support a good cause then I'll link where to donate below <3 ily all.
    link to donate: https://www.centeronaddiction.org/donate
    my donation to center on addiction: https://tinyurl.com/y6roqouo

  • Zelo
    Zelo  1 days back

    Poki I know how you feel u can never forget but you can still be strong❤️

    • Barbie Sanchez
      Barbie Sanchez  2 days back

      I hats you so much fat oversized chicken and your life streaming sucks everybody been talking about you idiot some YouTubers noob

      • ITS PhlyWeekly
        ITS PhlyWeekly  6 days back

        “ I’m a streamer not an actor I can’t ACT like I’m happy all the time”


        • mystic
          mystic  1 weeks back


          • Florian Bartsch
            Florian Bartsch  1 weeks back

            I'm pretty sure youll be fine. As long as you don't hit the 30, everything will be fine. ( Looking next to me:"That was okay, right?" GF: "Yes, pretty motivating...*rolling eyes*." )

            • Connor Crick
              Connor Crick  2 weeks back

              To think that a amazing and friendly person like poki had to go thru this is pain full wen I saw this I was mad that a nice and friendly person was broken just made my day very bad 😞

              • Tracy Gonzales-Handy
                Tracy Gonzales-Handy  2 weeks back

                I want to hug you like a marshmallow .

                • B1gg3st Blu3s Fan
                  B1gg3st Blu3s Fan  2 weeks back

                  Sorry for your loss, we hope the best for you and that you are ok

                  • Blade Runner
                    Blade Runner  3 weeks back

                    I like you, stay strong ignore the jealousy it comes with success. Pace yourself, be kind to yourself & remember your awesome!✨😎🌈🙏😎🤙🌈✨✨✨✨✨

                    • JAYDON CLAPTON GAMING
                      JAYDON CLAPTON GAMING  3 weeks back

                      Wtf someone in chat said y u crying bozo the disrespec

                      • fortnite العراب
                        fortnite العراب  3 weeks back

                        why you crane

                        • fortnite العراب
                          fortnite العراب  3 weeks back


                          • CaMe CrEw
                            CaMe CrEw  4 weeks back

                            I was born in January but I was supposed to be born in March

                            • Yuri Reyn
                              Yuri Reyn  4 weeks back

                              Poki can you play pubg mobile

                              • Yuri Reyn
                                Yuri Reyn  4 weeks back

                                I love you poki

                                • THANOID Goodrr then thanos

                                  January is my birth day Jan. 31st

                                  • Tsaski D13
                                    Tsaski D13  1 months back

                                    Man poki will use anything to get some sympathy.

                                    • Fatima Aloidi
                                      Fatima Aloidi  1 months back


                                      • German Mora
                                        German Mora  1 months back

                                        Hey ur friend would know that U would make him proud

                                        • Poulet Kfc
                                          Poulet Kfc  1 months back


                                          • Bambi Sin
                                            Bambi Sin  1 months back

                                            Great content when u cry

                                            • Craig Schreckenghaust
                                              Craig Schreckenghaust  1 months back

                                              we love you Poki!!!

                                              • Charlotte Schmidt
                                                Charlotte Schmidt  2 months back

                                                you now how much we sepport you dont cry that will make us cry

                                                • Clones St.
                                                  Clones St.  2 months back

                                                  Love you 🖤🖤 from Vietnam 😘

                                                  • Aries Gamer
                                                    Aries Gamer  2 months back

                                                    You look a lil like my girlfriend

                                                    • DeSean Rice
                                                      DeSean Rice  2 months back

                                                      Don't cry

                                                      • DeSean Rice
                                                        DeSean Rice  2 months back

                                                        I feel really bad because my birthday is January 10

                                                        • Dino
                                                          Dino  2 months back

                                                          I hope that people will wise up and realize that u r going through something hard.

                                                          • Dino
                                                            Dino  2 months back

                                                            Hey I’m really sorry to hear that ur friend died

                                                            • abdelkarim gaming
                                                              abdelkarim gaming  2 months back

                                                              pokiman you are a moslima?

                                                              • Developer Squad
                                                                Developer Squad  2 months back

                                                                Poki you are the best and I will always support you.

                                                                • s6ui ALruwili.
                                                                  s6ui ALruwili.  2 months back


                                                                  • Please me daddy
                                                                    Please me daddy  2 months back

                                                                    No one really cares

                                                                    • Da Kid020508
                                                                      Da Kid020508  2 months back

                                                                      I understand her pain because I’m only 11and my dad died so it’s rough but you will get though it trust me

                                                                      • ro4dybala !
                                                                        ro4dybala !  2 months back

                                                                        Its a new year and you will get older and its a new year and new u

                                                                        • alirxghib 10
                                                                          alirxghib 10  2 months back

                                                                          the thing with beans its loubia

                                                                          • I NEVER HAD MY NIGWARD
                                                                            I NEVER HAD MY NIGWARD  3 months back

                                                                            10:38 free bobby shmurda

                                                                            • Its 10gogarza
                                                                              Its 10gogarza  3 months back

                                                                              I love you pokimane

                                                                              • The Yak!
                                                                                The Yak!  3 months back

                                                                                Well, your friend dying, well, the only thing certain in life is death, and it’s not death we’re afraid, the process of dying. Oh god, people die, though I might not be prepared for my death, nor have you, maybe, but your friend, might go to Heaven, Hell, but I’m sure she/he will be in heaven, but if I’m in hell, you except me to go to heaven by begging God? No, but when you’re dead, you start a new life, a new body doesn’t start with reproduction (sex but not gender) well, you will need it in order for the soul to find the body, but while your soul try’s to find it, sleep, your asleep, dead sleep, so leave yourself, if your a ghost, leave when you want, you need to rest, this does not go to Imane but to 7 Billion people in this world, though ISIS (those people who’ve been bombing my country and others because they think God want that, there Arab though) is digging a way to hell indeed, but R.I.P Imane’s Friend, sleep well, oh and she/he is waiting for you Imane to follow her, from how I’ve seen you you are going to Heaven, I mean I’m not The Holy Bible nor am I God or Jesus Christ, but it’s my opinion, have a good life Imane, and your friend in the afterlife.

                                                                                • Charlie Fane
                                                                                  Charlie Fane  3 months back

                                                                                  We all bin through it. We are Al here. My family member gied on remberance day😭😭😭😭😭😭

                                                                                  • CadenBarfield
                                                                                    CadenBarfield  3 months back

                                                                                    That face u make when ur in her video lmao I'm the guy in the grey sweatshirt in the background of her stream rip

                                                                                    • aka Nitro
                                                                                      aka Nitro  3 months back

                                                                                      I am so sorry emone (srry if I spelt that wrong). I know what your going through, losing someone in your life who means so much to you. I can’t lie to you and say I didn’t feel sad and I ended up crying during this video. I would rather not speak about what happened during the year of 2018, however I just wanted to know I feel for you.

                                                                                      • Joshua Garcia
                                                                                        Joshua Garcia  3 months back

                                                                                        Got to keep ya head up🙁🙏🏽❤️

                                                                                        • Catfish sensei
                                                                                          Catfish sensei  3 months back

                                                                                          Just how low can u stoop
                                                                                          Using a dying person for views

                                                                                          • ASL Fortnite
                                                                                            ASL Fortnite  3 months back

                                                                                            Sorry poki

                                                                                            • Ella Gebremichael
                                                                                              Ella Gebremichael  3 months back

                                                                                              Poki need to make Merch like if u think!

                                                                                              • Saouden Hajji
                                                                                                Saouden Hajji  3 months back

                                                                                                Maaaaan... I hope Allah offers him Jannah. Ok that was because of my belief I had to say that. Otherwise stay strong, love from Belgium ❤️