Why January was the worst and best month of my life

  • Published: 12 February 2019
  • January was one of the best, but also worst, months of my life. Not because of the copyright drama, but because someone I was very close to passed away suddenly. I think it's important to show it's not always parties and fun events that happen each month. I hope you all enjoyed the better moments of this vlog like the NYE Party, watching me eat yummy food and travel to Florida to stream Fortnite at the NFL Pro Bowl 😀
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Comments • 4 686

  • Pokimane
    Pokimane   7 months back

    hi friends, thanks so much for all the love on this video & throughout this month, it's really meant the most because it was when i needed it the most 💖 I donated all of the money (plus some of my own money) from the stream where I spoke about my friend passing away, if you'd like to support a good cause then I'll link where to donate below <3 ily all.
    link to donate: https://www.centeronaddiction.org/donate
    my donation to center on addiction: https://tinyurl.com/y6roqouo

    • Ian Tube 800
      Ian Tube 800  4 days back

      Pokimane don’t cry poki it’s okay they don’t now what they say you are the best and all love you becuse you are the most nice person in the world

    • Robert Hocker
      Robert Hocker  2 months back

      I hope your future will be the absolutely best of all...

    • Joseph Pavao
      Joseph Pavao  2 months back

      Your so nice that you make it like stuff

    • Vale Guillen
      Vale Guillen  6 months back

      Can you add me pokimane

  • Ian Tube 800
    Ian Tube 800  4 days back

    But sorry for yogur friend i now it was sad for you and i fe eel sad Wen you cry

    • raoof qays
      raoof qays  3 weeks back


      • Lisa101 05
        Lisa101 05  1 months back

        Hi poki, i know i am commenting very very late but i want you to know that you can always share your problems with us because some people really care about you especially me❤ and i want you to be happy😘... and have a life full of peace and love and no matters what happens i will always support you and love you!!!❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU POKKKIIIIIII!!!💖❤💖 ( i know i don't have a lot of chance that you gonna see this but i just wanna to write this for you and show my support and love....❤❤❤

        • JUSTFORBANTS*init*
          JUSTFORBANTS*init*  2 months back

          I am sorry for your loss Imane

          • Strahinja Krstic
            Strahinja Krstic  2 months back

            Its that time of the month

            • Steven Payan
              Steven Payan  2 months back

              Don't feel bad cuz 4 of my family members pass away on one year

              • Esteban Harle
                Esteban Harle  2 months back

                I'm frenchhhhhh

                • Liam. WestStevens138
                  Liam. WestStevens138  3 months back

                  i no how you fill i have lost a dear freand and familly meberr i have bean kicked out off my dads house and now at my mums i have anted to comit somthjing no one should do (suiced because i thouht it was my falt so what ever you do think of the great things in life and all ways no that were hjere for you

                  • ATRRIX
                    ATRRIX  3 months back

                    Hey Poki. I heard in your live stream of Erika that this year you’ve had to lose 2 people this year and you’ve never like lost anyone important before yet you lost 2 this years. I just wanna day that I’m exactly like you. This year I’ve lost 2 important people in my life and I have never lost anyone. I wanna day I’m sorry for your loss. I learned this year that you can’t avoid this. You have to confront it. You can’t face this alone even if you want to. It’s harder to face it alone. So we’re here for you, Poki

                    • Rewind Silenced Snipe
                      Rewind Silenced Snipe  3 months back

                      I'm sorry to her that poki but stay strong like you always do and you'll get through the it cause I believe in you😊

                      • offsetmicrobe43
                        offsetmicrobe43  3 months back

                        January is your worst month
                        My birthday is in january😭😭
                        AAA, I saw the hole video, sorry for that, we love you

                        • Louis Chen
                          Louis Chen  3 months back

                          January 23 was the day before my birthday!

                          • Nöt Firśt
                            Nöt Firśt  3 months back

                            Poki I know how you feel u can never forget but you can still be strong❤️

                            • Barbie Sanchez
                              Barbie Sanchez  3 months back

                              I hats you so much fat oversized chicken and your life streaming sucks everybody been talking about you idiot some YouTubers noob

                              • ITS AtomicAvacado
                                ITS AtomicAvacado  3 months back

                                “ I’m a streamer not an actor I can’t ACT like I’m happy all the time”


                                • Activision
                                  Activision  3 months back


                                  • Florian Bartsch
                                    Florian Bartsch  3 months back

                                    I'm pretty sure youll be fine. As long as you don't hit the 30, everything will be fine. ( Looking next to me:"That was okay, right?" GF: "Yes, pretty motivating...*rolling eyes*." )

                                    • Connor Crick
                                      Connor Crick  3 months back

                                      To think that a amazing and friendly person like poki had to go thru this is pain full wen I saw this I was mad that a nice and friendly person was broken just made my day very bad 😞

                                      • Tracy Gonzales-Handy
                                        Tracy Gonzales-Handy  3 months back

                                        I want to hug you like a marshmallow .

                                        • B1gg3st Blu3s Fan
                                          B1gg3st Blu3s Fan  3 months back

                                          Sorry for your loss, we hope the best for you and that you are ok

                                          • Blade Runner
                                            Blade Runner  3 months back

                                            I like you, stay strong ignore the jealousy it comes with success. Pace yourself, be kind to yourself & remember your awesome!✨😎🌈🙏😎🤙🌈✨✨✨✨✨

                                            • JAYDON CLAPTON GAMING
                                              JAYDON CLAPTON GAMING  4 months back

                                              Wtf someone in chat said y u crying bozo the disrespec

                                              • fortnite العراب
                                                fortnite العراب  4 months back

                                                why you crane

                                                • fortnite العراب
                                                  fortnite العراب  4 months back


                                                  • CaMe CrEw
                                                    CaMe CrEw  4 months back

                                                    I was born in January but I was supposed to be born in March

                                                    • Yuri Reyn
                                                      Yuri Reyn  4 months back

                                                      Poki can you play pubg mobile

                                                      • Yuri Reyn
                                                        Yuri Reyn  4 months back

                                                        I love you poki

                                                        • THANOID Goodrr then thanos

                                                          January is my birth day Jan. 31st

                                                          • Tsaski D13
                                                            Tsaski D13  4 months back

                                                            Man poki will use anything to get some sympathy.

                                                            • Fatima Aloidi
                                                              Fatima Aloidi  4 months back


                                                              • German Mora
                                                                German Mora  4 months back

                                                                Hey ur friend would know that U would make him proud

                                                                • Poulet Kfc
                                                                  Poulet Kfc  4 months back


                                                                  • tk pow3r
                                                                    tk pow3r  4 months back

                                                                    Great content when u cry

                                                                    • Craig Schreckenghaust
                                                                      Craig Schreckenghaust  4 months back

                                                                      we love you Poki!!!

                                                                      • Charlotte Schmidt
                                                                        Charlotte Schmidt  4 months back

                                                                        you now how much we sepport you dont cry that will make us cry

                                                                        • Lẹm Best
                                                                          Lẹm Best  4 months back

                                                                          Love you 🖤🖤 from Vietnam 😘

                                                                          • DarkSkinSophomore
                                                                            DarkSkinSophomore  5 months back

                                                                            You look a lil like my girlfriend

                                                                            • DeSean Rice
                                                                              DeSean Rice  5 months back

                                                                              Don't cry

                                                                              • DeSean Rice
                                                                                DeSean Rice  5 months back

                                                                                I feel really bad because my birthday is January 10

                                                                                • Dino
                                                                                  Dino  5 months back

                                                                                  I hope that people will wise up and realize that u r going through something hard.

                                                                                  • Dino
                                                                                    Dino  5 months back

                                                                                    Hey I’m really sorry to hear that ur friend died

                                                                                    • Abdelkarim Gaming
                                                                                      Abdelkarim Gaming  5 months back

                                                                                      pokiman you are a moslima?

                                                                                      • Developer Squad
                                                                                        Developer Squad  5 months back

                                                                                        Poki you are the best and I will always support you.

                                                                                        • s6ui ALruwili.
                                                                                          s6ui ALruwili.  5 months back


                                                                                          • SuperJae
                                                                                            SuperJae  5 months back

                                                                                            No one really cares

                                                                                            • Da Kid020508
                                                                                              Da Kid020508  5 months back

                                                                                              I understand her pain because I’m only 11and my dad died so it’s rough but you will get though it trust me

                                                                                              • HYDR0_R0D 1
                                                                                                HYDR0_R0D 1  5 months back

                                                                                                Its a new year and you will get older and its a new year and new u