Why January was the worst and best month of my life

  • Published: 12 February 2019
  • January was one of the best, but also worst, months of my life. Not because of the copyright drama, but because someone I was very close to passed away suddenly. I think it's important to show it's not always parties and fun events that happen each month. I hope you all enjoyed the better moments of this vlog like the NYE Party, watching me eat yummy food and travel to Florida to stream Fortnite at the NFL Pro Bowl 😀
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Comments • 4 658

  • Pokimane
    Pokimane   9 months back

    hi friends, thanks so much for all the love on this video & throughout this month, it's really meant the most because it was when i needed it the most 💖 I donated all of the money (plus some of my own money) from the stream where I spoke about my friend passing away, if you'd like to support a good cause then I'll link where to donate below <3 ily all.
    link to donate: https://www.centeronaddiction.org/donate
    my donation to center on addiction: https://tinyurl.com/y6roqouo

    • Hussam Habib
      Hussam Habib  2 weeks back

      Hermenegildo II Dumlao bro just stop saying she is thicc why would you care?! If your here for being such a fucking pervert just fuck off, she was in such a bad situation, you saw her crying, instead of trying to make her happy with good things, you just annoy her by saying she is thicc?! Is that what you learned in school? Annoy people in wrong time? Please just at least respect imane

    • Hussam Habib
      Hussam Habib  2 weeks back

      The Devius Eingial what ur twitch account I will follow you I feel so bad for you, it actually feels so bad when you get abandoned or like, the person you love just disappears, god can do anything, but god will make your life better because he cares about you, if you love god god will also do

    • Hussam Habib
      Hussam Habib  2 weeks back

      Pokimane I was about to cry, I hate to see you cry

    • Ian Tube 800
      Ian Tube 800  2 months back

      Pokimane don’t cry poki it’s okay they don’t now what they say you are the best and all love you becuse you are the most nice person in the world

    • Robert Hocker
      Robert Hocker  4 months back

      I hope your future will be the absolutely best of all...

  • YT_WolfGaming Hernandez

    I will make you go back to happy all the time by singing the star spangled at my school for you byee

    • Gina George
      Gina George  3 weeks back

      I feel so bad with your friend

      • George Quijas
        George Quijas  4 weeks back

        Ilove all your videos

        • Sirius davis
          Sirius davis  1 months back

          Not a single soul:

          Heatrobloxian: we don't care you asian

          • jordan lazo
            jordan lazo  2 months back

            Hey poki i want to first off by saying he are strong for confronting this lost you had with the public a lot of streamer would just tweet and say they need sometime away from streaming but you felt like us fans need to know about what happening in your life even though we don't need to with which to me make me happy to see you care for us like family or close to it. And second i cry to hear about you friend it was tough and it hit me hard to see you like this cause of the fact you kinda inspirational to a lot of people and maybe save a lot of people lives cause you care about your fan base with your joy and cheery emotion but this side only hurt more cause i know how hard it was for you that day cause after the or before that story you more then likely help someone or made someone day and i know I'm late but stay strong and keep up what you are doing

            • Ian Tube 800
              Ian Tube 800  2 months back

              But sorry for yogur friend i now it was sad for you and i fe eel sad Wen you cry

              • raoof qays
                raoof qays  3 months back


                • dc_Lisaatje_dc
                  dc_Lisaatje_dc  3 months back

                  Hi poki, i know i am commenting very very late but i want you to know that you can always share your problems with us because some people really care about you especially me❤ and i want you to be happy😘... and have a life full of peace and love and no matters what happens i will always support you and love you!!!❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU POKKKIIIIIII!!!💖❤💖 ( i know i don't have a lot of chance that you gonna see this but i just wanna to write this for you and show my support and love....❤❤❤

                  • JUSTFORBANTS*init*
                    JUSTFORBANTS*init*  4 months back

                    I am sorry for your loss Imane

                    • Strahinja Krstic
                      Strahinja Krstic  4 months back

                      Its that time of the month

                      • Steven Payan
                        Steven Payan  4 months back

                        Don't feel bad cuz 4 of my family members pass away on one year

                        • Esteban Harle
                          Esteban Harle  4 months back

                          I'm frenchhhhhh

                          • Liam. WestStevens138
                            Liam. WestStevens138  5 months back

                            i no how you fill i have lost a dear freand and familly meberr i have bean kicked out off my dads house and now at my mums i have anted to comit somthjing no one should do (suiced because i thouht it was my falt so what ever you do think of the great things in life and all ways no that were hjere for you

                            • ATRRIX
                              ATRRIX  5 months back

                              Hey Poki. I heard in your live stream of Erika that this year you’ve had to lose 2 people this year and you’ve never like lost anyone important before yet you lost 2 this years. I just wanna day that I’m exactly like you. This year I’ve lost 2 important people in my life and I have never lost anyone. I wanna day I’m sorry for your loss. I learned this year that you can’t avoid this. You have to confront it. You can’t face this alone even if you want to. It’s harder to face it alone. So we’re here for you, Poki

                              • Rewind Silenced Snipe
                                Rewind Silenced Snipe  5 months back

                                I'm sorry to her that poki but stay strong like you always do and you'll get through the it cause I believe in you😊

                                • offsetmicrobe43
                                  offsetmicrobe43  5 months back

                                  January is your worst month
                                  My birthday is in january😭😭
                                  AAA, I saw the hole video, sorry for that, we love you

                                  • Louis Chen
                                    Louis Chen  5 months back

                                    January 23 was the day before my birthday!

                                    • Nöt Firśt
                                      Nöt Firśt  5 months back

                                      Poki I know how you feel u can never forget but you can still be strong❤️

                                      • Barbie Sanchez
                                        Barbie Sanchez  5 months back

                                        I hats you so much fat oversized chicken and your life streaming sucks everybody been talking about you idiot some YouTubers noob

                                        • ITS AtomicAvocado
                                          ITS AtomicAvocado  5 months back

                                          “ I’m a streamer not an actor I can’t ACT like I’m happy all the time”


                                          • badlands
                                            badlands  5 months back


                                            • Florian Bartsch
                                              Florian Bartsch  5 months back

                                              I'm pretty sure youll be fine. As long as you don't hit the 30, everything will be fine. ( Looking next to me:"That was okay, right?" GF: "Yes, pretty motivating...*rolling eyes*." )

                                              • Connor Crick
                                                Connor Crick  5 months back

                                                To think that a amazing and friendly person like poki had to go thru this is pain full wen I saw this I was mad that a nice and friendly person was broken just made my day very bad 😞

                                                • Tracy Gonzales-Handy
                                                  Tracy Gonzales-Handy  5 months back

                                                  I want to hug you like a marshmallow .

                                                  • B1gg3st Blu3s Fan
                                                    B1gg3st Blu3s Fan  5 months back

                                                    Sorry for your loss, we hope the best for you and that you are ok

                                                    • Blade Runner
                                                      Blade Runner  5 months back

                                                      I like you, stay strong ignore the jealousy it comes with success. Pace yourself, be kind to yourself & remember your awesome!✨😎🌈🙏😎🤙🌈✨✨✨✨✨

                                                      • dlyk 8
                                                        dlyk 8  6 months back

                                                        Wtf someone in chat said y u crying bozo the disrespec

                                                        • عراب fortnite
                                                          عراب fortnite  6 months back

                                                          why you crane

                                                          • عراب fortnite
                                                            عراب fortnite  6 months back


                                                            • iReap Clan
                                                              iReap Clan  6 months back

                                                              I was born in January but I was supposed to be born in March

                                                              • Yuri Reyn
                                                                Yuri Reyn  6 months back

                                                                Poki can you play pubg mobile

                                                                • Yuri Reyn
                                                                  Yuri Reyn  6 months back

                                                                  I love you poki

                                                                  • THANOID Goodrr then thanos

                                                                    January is my birth day Jan. 31st

                                                                    • Tsaski D13
                                                                      Tsaski D13  6 months back

                                                                      Man poki will use anything to get some sympathy.

                                                                      • Fatima Aloidi
                                                                        Fatima Aloidi  6 months back


                                                                        • German Mora
                                                                          German Mora  6 months back

                                                                          Hey ur friend would know that U would make him proud

                                                                          • Poulet Kfc
                                                                            Poulet Kfc  6 months back


                                                                            • tk pow3r
                                                                              tk pow3r  6 months back

                                                                              Great content when u cry

                                                                              • Craig Schreckenghaust
                                                                                Craig Schreckenghaust  6 months back

                                                                                we love you Poki!!!

                                                                                • Charlotte Schmidt
                                                                                  Charlotte Schmidt  6 months back

                                                                                  you now how much we sepport you dont cry that will make us cry

                                                                                  • Lẹm Best
                                                                                    Lẹm Best  6 months back

                                                                                    Love you 🖤🖤 from Vietnam 😘

                                                                                    • DarkSkinSophomore
                                                                                      DarkSkinSophomore  7 months back

                                                                                      You look a lil like my girlfriend

                                                                                      • DeSean Rice
                                                                                        DeSean Rice  7 months back

                                                                                        Don't cry

                                                                                        • DeSean Rice
                                                                                          DeSean Rice  7 months back

                                                                                          I feel really bad because my birthday is January 10

                                                                                          • Dino
                                                                                            Dino  7 months back

                                                                                            I hope that people will wise up and realize that u r going through something hard.

                                                                                            • Dino
                                                                                              Dino  7 months back

                                                                                              Hey I’m really sorry to hear that ur friend died

                                                                                              • Abdelkarim Gaming
                                                                                                Abdelkarim Gaming  7 months back

                                                                                                pokiman you are a moslima?